Do you ever do stuff and then wonder why? Ever got halfway through something and stopped to ask yourself why you ever started?
That is me, everytime I decide that cleaning out the cupboard is a good idea, or sorting through my drawers to see which clothes I don't wear (the answer to that would be any clothes still in the drawer, since I am super messy and tend to keep my clothes on top of my drawers!!).
Monday night I was at the gym, working on the legs part of my three day programme. Yesterday I was going out for dinner for a friend's birthday. Hence I couldn't go to the gym to do my boxing class. I did not bring my gym stuff. Halfway through the day I got an attack of the guilts. How could I go to dinner if I hadn't gone to the gym? So I phoned baby girl to bring up my gym clothes, and I left work early to go to the gym. I did the circuits part of my programme. Then I went to dinner and ate without stressing myself.
Now, that's weird behaviour. Admit it. I have. I am going to the gym again tonight.
Three nights in a row...maybe the girl in work who said I was going to the gym too much was right...but I "only" lost 1lb this week. I know that's a good and healthy amount and that I have been loosing consistently, blah, blah, blah, BUT I WANT TO LOSE MORE.
Ok, I said it. I want to get this excess weight away. So I will eat slightly more healthily and I will go to the gym more. And I will do it. (Even if it kills me)